Easier said than done

32 weeks and 2 days. Today we got an email letting us know that N's blood pressure is unstable and the diastolic pressure is getting higher. Hence she is back at Hiranandani hospital and monitored closely. We hope to hear more tomorrow about how she and our little Viking are doing and growing. Our doctors tell us not to worry but it is rather hard not to. We really want our baby to be able to stay in for 4 more weeks! All these complications during our pregnancy have also made the process so much more expensive than we had budgeted for from the beginning and it makes my head heavy aswell. But of course, the most important thing is that N and our baby are doing well.

I have 2 more days to work at the hospital - tomorrow and on monday. Plus one shift on wednesday at the local health center. Soon I'll be able to concentrate myself on packing, making other preparations and pumping. Our dog and cats are going to stay with our dear friends in Gothenburg, on the West coast of Sweden. Agne is going to take them there in the middle of December. Our little bunny rabbit is staying with my beloved friends here. We are very thankful for the help we get with our fury family members. We are certain and calm feeeling that they are in best hands with loving people :)

At the same time that I feel so eager to meet our little one, I SO want her/him to stay put for at least 2-3 more weeks. Please, say a prayer for us!